Well still alive and kicking....I woke up this morning to the uncontrolable urge to hear the song from "Fame"...Fame, I want to live forever, I want to learn how to fly...la la la la.ohh yeah.

Im feeling a litle better now and Im going back to school and that makes me extreamly happy. I feel that now for a loong time that I have something to focus on in my future. I was gonna chicken out of this but my superboyfriend changed my mind and Im etearnally greatful. Thank you so much.

And speaking of great boyfriends, mine just called and asked me out to dinner at one of the most exspensive restaurants in town...X X X I feel like a queen.

As for jobmatters...Im not compleatly happy but I have to stay here if I wanna go in school....so Ill just bend over!!!!

I did not mean you ...I love you ...youre always beautyfull and kind. You know who you are.

I felt ugly and evil yesterday......actually I felt that everyone was evil and ugly. Its just that the atmosphere here at work is rapidly changing into somthing dark and ugly. I hate conflicts and I would love for this to be over. I was so relived when my work day was over and I was so exhausted when I got home I just cried and slept all day.

Then my brother (wich I havent spoken to for over a year) suddenly decides to buy a computer, and suddenly decides to call my boyfriend to help him buy a computer, and my boyfriend suddenly decides to invite him home to do this!. But it wasnt as ackward as I thought it would be.
My brother is in AA, wich I find amusing, dont get me wrong I support the AA but everyone there is a judgemental God fanatic.

I suck at this htlm thingy

It is not often you want to Party at 7 a clock in the morning in the middel of the week...but the ravemusic in one of the classes here is giving me vibes. Maby it was the "Ibiza uncoverd show" last night too.

I just really really want to go on a holliday.....I miss spain and the sun. Fuck Iceland.

Hello dear world....or anybody who has stumbled onto my ramblings.

I´m 25 / f / Iceland ...no sorry im 23 years old...silly me. Well anyways I work as a receptionist at a gym and Ive noticed this is the way to spend some time while I work.

I feel poor because:

-I only got 2 panths(both black) and one is ripping apart at the seams.
-I walk everywhere...the bus is to exspensive.
-My breakfast and lunch is a small bag of cheerios, no milk.
-I cant go on vacation to a warmer climate this year.

Sometimes I feel that everyones out to get me and that I have a "please kick me down" sign on my back. This time its my boss, she hierd me for much higer wages than I am getting and when I threatend to quit she promised me the same wages again and yesterday she offers me just a small part off the sum we agreed on. I wish there was a law against this...any ways Im not gonna back down now, Maby I´ll have to find another job but hell no Im not backing down.