Friday, August 16, 2002

I felt ugly and evil yesterday......actually I felt that everyone was evil and ugly. Its just that the atmosphere here at work is rapidly changing into somthing dark and ugly. I hate conflicts and I would love for this to be over. I was so relived when my work day was over and I was so exhausted when I got home I just cried and slept all day.

Then my brother (wich I havent spoken to for over a year) suddenly decides to buy a computer, and suddenly decides to call my boyfriend to help him buy a computer, and my boyfriend suddenly decides to invite him home to do this!. But it wasnt as ackward as I thought it would be.
My brother is in AA, wich I find amusing, dont get me wrong I support the AA but everyone there is a judgemental God fanatic.



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