WORKING HERE IS HELL:

Ive never had such a bitchy boss and I never knew that there were such imature people. The last time I posted I was crying at work waiting to get to the hospital, my boss said she would not come until 9 a clock, but then she made me and my boyfriend wait untill 10:30. And now it seems she is mad at me and slagging my name through the companys journal. I cant wait to quitt here.

Will this never end...

I cryed at work just now, theres something really wrong with my foot and I need to go to the hospital. I went to work anyway and opend up the place thinking I could do it and then go to the hospital. The pain just got worse and I cant fit into my shoes so I called my boss but she got really angry and just started screaming at me about her own problems. It was just to much so I started crying here at work.

Im trying so hard to look at the bright sight of things but the buzzzz sound of the three work iceboxes are drowning all happy thoughts out. Plus I just fixed a broken washing machine and Im supposed to be a receptionist!!!

Well its a good thing Im quitting this job, Its all good and all the bad thoughts can just fuck off.

There are new people moving in to the cellar in my house, they got kids. I dont like kids much and I think people should need permission of all the house owners to move in with them. I needed one for my dog. Yes Im a kidnazi but Im really afraid the kid is going to be afraid of my dog, so my dog cant run free in MY garden. Maby my dog will just eat the little bugger and I will get some peace.

These are strange days....

I quit my job on friday and Im feeling real good about it, I´ve never should have started here in the first place, cause I had bad vibes comming from there the minute I stepped in there. I should listen to my instinct more.

I went clubbing really hard, a little to hard on saturday and ended up having the strangest sunday. Im thinking of taking a break from partying.

Im really tired today...so hard to wake up.

Theres more trouble at work and Im getting so sick of this. My boss is continually lying to me and she has lost all my trust.
This time she has given the new girls a higer wage than Im getting and Ive worked here all summer. She really must dislike me and I dont know for what because Im a really good worker, Ive never been sick , I always do what is exspected of me and then some and Ive only been late once!!! Bleeehhh

On the goodside though Im doing really well in school.

See what Care Bear you are.


See what Care Bear you are.

I have such a cold and I thought I was getting better. Oh well God must be punnishing me for stealing that half a shampobottle.

Anyways... Im going shopping today with my younger sister(12). Im buying her a dress for the Roseball. Its her birthday present.
Im thinking of buying something for myself, but everytime I see something that I like I feel like I dont deserve it. well I havent got much money anyways.
I went shopping with my boyfriend on sunday, we were going to buy my some stuff for winter, God knows I need everything, but we ended buying him a shirt instead and nothing for me. I just wish he would incourage me to dress nicely and would just generally bother, like i do for him. I tried to act as he does when hes looking for clothes but I like too much to make him happy so end up getting involved with every little detail, size , color ect...

If I think about it I dont think he bothers at all anymore, I think he does´nt even read this blog. I would be all over his to see what was going on with him. How can two people be so close and yet so far appart. Maby its all over, I mean if you just dont bother anymore how can we go on. I love him truly, but this is getting tierd.

I miss the times when I had friends, I miss laughing over something stupid we had done. I havent had a friend in a long time, and most of the time im more than okey with that. I´ve always been a loner and Im a lousy friend when I have one. Its just that I hate talking on the phone or just talking in general.

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Well havent I been living an interesting life lately....!

I have been a litle sick and I just slept this whole weekend, My boyfriend was very unsymphathetic and he was the one who gave me this litle flu. Apparantly he thought I wasnt as sick as he and that I was a total dramaqueen. Well okey I wasnt as sick as him but hey I have been nursing him for the whole week and now I wanted a little TLC instead of watching him play fucking warcraft 24/7.

Im thinking about my birthday thats coming up soon, I think my boyfriend will screw this one up too, he has never planned anything on my birthday and I always go all out on his to make him feel special. Ive given him a surprice party, a trip to London, out to dinner at a swanky restaurant, and thats not counting the presents. Well its what they say "give without exspecting something in return" or something???

So now Im at work and not getting any better even though Im on my second cup of pepperment tea.