Eskimo Kingdom

I have such a cold and I thought I was getting better. Oh well God must be punnishing me for stealing that half a shampobottle.

Anyways... Im going shopping today with my younger sister(12). Im buying her a dress for the Roseball. Its her birthday present.
Im thinking of buying something for myself, but everytime I see something that I like I feel like I dont deserve it. well I havent got much money anyways.
I went shopping with my boyfriend on sunday, we were going to buy my some stuff for winter, God knows I need everything, but we ended buying him a shirt instead and nothing for me. I just wish he would incourage me to dress nicely and would just generally bother, like i do for him. I tried to act as he does when hes looking for clothes but I like too much to make him happy so end up getting involved with every little detail, size , color ect...

If I think about it I dont think he bothers at all anymore, I think he does´nt even read this blog. I would be all over his to see what was going on with him. How can two people be so close and yet so far appart. Maby its all over, I mean if you just dont bother anymore how can we go on. I love him truly, but this is getting tierd.