Eskimo Kingdom

I just had enough and over that:

Yesterday I just fell compleatly hopeless that anything in my life would be right or clean for that matter. I did not go to school or do anything cause I fellt compleatly powerless against the mess that my life is. Besides from all the emotional stuff my house looks like a place where a bum lives. The washing up has not been done in over 4 weeks, I cant remeber when the floor was last mopped, the turtle tank was starting to mold and was the deep color of reddish brown, the bed has not been changed for over 4 weeks too, our refridgerator has its own living organizasion inside it, and if that was not enough a visiting dog threw up on my pillow. I feel like a failiure and a complete slob.
Well I fixed some of these things last night of course with a little help from my boyfriend but the place still looks like a dirty dump.