Eskimo Kingdom

I partyed last saturday...was really strung out on sunday and am still not balancing right this morning.

My head is filled with paranoid ideas and Im feeling antisocial. I feel like everyone dislikes me. I feel like im wearing a big fake smile just because you should "smile upon the world so the world will smile upon you". But my smile is fake and so the world must give me fake smiles back?. Why do I even try to be likeble I should just frown and say fuck you to everyone, god im childish and ignorant right now aint I.