Eskimo Kingdom

Theres so much talk lately about child abuse and womens rights and peace on earth. I feel its overwhelming we got so many problems here on earth and I really think we are in hell. Yes the earth is hell and hopefully when we die we go to heaven!. Ive read many books about the suffering of man and I am a former victim of child abuse. so I should know..shouldnt I.
God Im so depressed and spitefull right now and I doubt every human beeings motives. I should be a hermit somewhere up in the mountains where I woulndt bother anyone.