Don't worry about me... I always land on my feet.

I have so much to tell everyone but I don't have the time and I haven't got any internet connection untill January.

Happy new year everyone and don't give up on me Ill be back with avengence sooner or later.

Why do I have to be perfect, why cant I just be an eight and be happy at that? Why cant I just take critistism and leave it at that... I seem to be able to forgive others for every wrong they do, why cant I just be a little more easier on my self?

I want perfection, self forgiveness and purification..... what do you think about that Mr. Fraud.

cant stop....

Rainbow kitties wisit the dark side !!!

Two kitties having fun ;) Actually there were 6 cats at one of the parties I went to on Saturday night.

I went out last night, had a few Coronas: una mas fina cervesa. Went too work this morning with a huge hangover :s Thank God for little pick me up's!

I watched an extremely interesting movie to night, Open Water, I recommend it, its quite good.

To morrow I'm going to a Christmas work party thingy and I'm going all out for this one: designer top, manicure with dimantés, gold shoes, snakeskin bag, Brazilian wax, new hair cut and champagne. And yes Brazilian waxes hurt a lot, but baby I'm so smooth its all worth it ;)

another old one, since last christmas...

I miss my goddess :'(

Thought this could be vital information to end all war and starvation in the world!

1. What time is it? 22:49
2. What name is on your birth certificate? Eva Xxxx Xxxxxxxxx... I'm to precocious
3. What are you called? Eva
4. How many candles were on your Last birthday cake? I didn't have cake at my last birthday
5. Birthday: 1. October
6. Tattoo? I really really really want one or two
7. Hair color: Golden blond
8. Piercings: Had one in each ear and one in my bellybutton.
9. Place of birth: Reykjavik
10. Where do you live? Reykjavik but the plan is moving to Barcelona
11. Favorite food: Indianfood and sushi
12. Have ever been in Africa? Only in my dreams
13. Ever loved someone so much you just..? Love does not make you do anything.
14. Ever had an car accident? lots
15. Carrots or bacon? Bacon please
16. Favorite weekday: Everyday I'm not working, Everyday I can party on
17. Favorite restaurant: I haven't been dined and wined much :(
18. Favorite flower: Orchids
19. Favorite sport? Dancing, yoga and sleeping ;)
20. Favorite drink: Sangria, Clara, Corona, white wine and Bubbly
21. Favorite icecream flavor? I'm not sure!
22. Disney or Warner brothers? Dunno
23. Favorite fastfood: Keebaab
24. What's the color on your bedroom wall? Ugly dark blue, I'm moving so fuck it.
25. How many times did you fail your driverstest? Everytime.
26. Who sent you your last email? Junkmail
27. In what store would you be most likely to maximize your credit card limit? At the moment its Karen Millen
28. What do you do when you're bored? Watch TV, or drink or both
29. Which question bores you the most? this one?
30. When's your bedtime? on weekends I don't sleep, on weekdays around 23:30
31. Favorite TV show: Will & Grace.
32. Who was your last dinner date? My Dad, he stood me up.
33. How long did it take you to answer these questions? its now 23:06 so it took 15 min.

I have nothing better to say?

Desember any one?

meow

Last night a knight in shining armor and a broken nose (after battling the terrible wooddragon)came to his princess castle with a magical heat maker and saved her life. Now she spends all her time in front of the blowing heat and drinks redbush tea, not bothering with the rest of the world freezing outside. Aaaahh... and she lived happily heated ever after.

what ever will I do tonight? ;)

Friday yet again but still different ....

Its to fucking cold to do anything (-15°c), and there's actually frost inside my windows in my house and the sticky keyboard buttons are frozen down and my cellularphone is "frost slow"

I think Ill stay home this evening and watch Spun. Poor CearBear broke his nose at work today so I got to be extra nice too him aswell, anybody have a sexy nurse uniform to lend me? ;)

I may go out to morrow night, I think my partylust will overcome my fear of frostbites. I'm a hard party bitch in a hard party world.... or am I just a good little girl whose ways have gone terribly wrong ?

You know its almost Christmas time when I start listening to "Inner City Life - Goldie".

Thank you Carebear for the princess treatment and the mini jeep safari tonight.

Good night every one

Carebear and Godess B.

Im cold!

On Thursday I got a special surprise in my e-mail. 2 tickets to the yearly celebration of Icelandic DJ's public party at club Nasa (Friday night) to the invitation only party at Bar Bianco on saturdaynight. The plan was to take it easy on fridaynight and just pop out and have one drink at the public party and go home early and safe all my party energy for the VIP party on saturdaynight. But of course I partied hard on Friday and had a few more drinks of the bubbly than I planned. I met lots of interesting new people and ended up in an afterparty and didn't drag my ass home until eight the next morning.

I slept till 3 on Saturday and I was determinded to go to the VIP party, then I made dinner around 7 and sat in front of the TV to watch Whose line is it anyway with Carebear and we both went out like old people at the antique show and slept till the next day. So I missed my big first VIP party but I saved a few braincells and one bottle of bubbly in the process.

These are the days of beautifying and calorie counting....

I'm improving myself once again after way too many days of overeating and laziness. I've been doing the 8 minute abs work out and tae bo the last two days. I only eat protein shakes, health tea and fruit juice. I'm heading right back to 50 kg though I hope I can do 48 kg but that's just a little too optimistic :)

....And I've gone back to my natural hair color, dark blond, it looks great, really.

they are close

meow

I spent the whole weekend doing the outdoorsy type thing! Me and Carebear went with another couple to a cabin in the country. I had a lot of fun, sleep and rain. We all went for a 2 hour walk to Brúarfoss (waterfall) in the pouring rain. Carebear cooked us a gourmet dinner and we all got drunk in the hot tub. On Sunday we had a little jeep safari on the way home. I realized then this is probably the last time I will enjoy Icelandic nature at least for a very long time. I cant wait too see something new even though I must admit I will miss these dank, brown mossy sights.

I'm getting worried, time and money are running out. This "divorcesettelmentthingy" is taking a lot of time. Please oh please which ever higher power there is don't make me have to cancel my dreams of fleeing in January.

Miss outdoorsy!!!

I hereby pronounce:
the death of my old life,
It was both happy and sad.
I learned and got through so much strife
in times good and bad.
Now I must go on
singing a another song,
thirsting for something new
and an alternate view.

every time you call
you make me feel
so worthless and small

I thought you would at least be my friend
will this ever end?

new desktop, its hard making decent pictures with this small old colorblind monitor Im using now. Oh well in two months I wont be able to photoshop at all :(

My top 5 tunes right now:

1. Tiesto - Traffic (orginal)
2. Sander Kleinenberg - Banco de gaia obsidiana
3. John B - Starburst 1.1
4. The Prodigy - The Narcotic Suite/Skylined
5. Laurent Garnier - The Sound of the Big Babou

Went out clubbing last night, had the urge to be naughty after watching "Human traffic".... "Take me to a planet were the drugs are free, the clubs have no gravity and every intercourse guarantees an orgasm".....

I went to Palace which up to now hasn't been up to snuff, it was great last night there, crowded with people and the music was awesome, me and Carebear seem to end up alone together having such a blast.

I've fallen head over heels for Carebear and just when I think the falling is complete, he does something so utterly divine and romantic that I start to fall deeper and deeper. He makes me feel so special ;)

spacegirl where are you off to???

I braved the weather and my sickness this morning and showed up to work only to be sent home again.... I love my boss. So I spent the morning watching The Simpsons and eating chocolatecake. Life is great.

I didn't pick up the phone last night when my so called friend called, and she called twice. I'm feeling a little guilty about not talking to her and maybe I'll pick up next time if she calls, her twin sister sent me rather cryptic SMS last night.... I just feel bad vibes coming from these two.

Over fridaynight and saturdaynight I slept 3-6 hours combined, too much partying, so it's no wonder I was sent home sick today. But being home isn't any better cause the icy wind blows right through my poor old house. It's so cold in here that I have to wear outerwear and lie under the covers, it's sort off like living in an igloo.


An old friend that I haven't heard from in 5 years or so called me on Saturday night. She used to be my best friend since we were 6 years old but we grew apart, miles apart, canyons, oceans and mountains apart. She told me she had been to jail for smuggling drugs into Iceland, there she conceived her second child. She now lives in the South of France and is still with her Arabic boyfriend. She said she would call me again to night but I don't know if I'm answering... Isn't a can off worms best left unopen?

I feel awful, going back to bed.

The Prodigy concert last night was an ultimate dream come true, I haven't had a night like this in years, everything was so pure and perfect. The crowd I went with were so great and I think I've made some new friends :)

Anyways going to a birthday party now...

more later.....

Even God showed up at the Prodigy concert last night.

universal power anyone?

Wow my boss sure looks up to me at work, he offered me to be manager and run the new place he is opening??? Is the man crazy. I politely turned him down and told him I was moving to Barcelona in January, he said there would be an opening when ever if I would move back to Iceland.

Only 2 days to the Prodigy concert, I cant wait to loose my mind in the euphoria of dance.

found this picture on my camera, its from Sunday morning when I finally got too sleep... not a pretty picture, this could be one of those prevention posters ;)

I had a busy weekend, these birthdays and housewarming party's are taking up all my energy, money and time... and next weekend is also booked. I wonder if I can keep up and some times I even wonder where this is all heading.

Fridaynight: I went out to a housewarming party and then met Erla and we went clubbing. It was maybe a little to much of the good thing for my account cause I ended up crying and over spunned then I only slept like an hour.

Saturday: I tried sleeping some more but the only thing I wanted was to watch Will & Grace. I had planned to spend the eveing in front of the TV and the early to bed but I was invited to a birthdayparty that I had to attend. I managed another hour a sleep and luckily I had some bubbly and efedrine tablets in the fridge. I managed to party on until about 2 am then I completely shut off and finally I could sleep.

Sunday: Woke up feeling fine, cleaned the apartment, and cooked myself a Tofu lunch. Then spent the entire afternoon infront of the TV.

Today: Was let home early from work and I have no idea what to do with myself.

Couldn't sleep!

Guess what I'm looking at ?

No its not the newest copy of Penthouse.... I got my self a ticket to Prodigy oh yeah, do the happy and excitement dance everyone :))

Tonight I'm going to a flamingo dance show and tomorrow I'm going to an lecture about Barcelona and then to a housewarming party just one street down from where I live, isn't that clever ;)

Well got to make myself a prurdy burdy for tonight OLÉ

new desktop, the metrosexual robot.

This naughty girl had so much fun saturdaynight ;)

I had so much fun on Saturdaynight, I went to 2 birthdaypartys, then I went to Pravda a club I've never been too before and then to my regular club Palace. Then I went to an afterparty and had an apple!

My heart is so heavy to day
and my soul is in great dismay
Hoping there never was a yesterday
I fell like the destiny's evil pray


God yesterday was so awful, so awful infact that I'm not going into it here. I did not enjoy my birthday at all, I don't even remember the movie I went too because my head was over crowded with sad thoughts. So today I cant even shake this off, I've been sitting in front off the TV and eating since I got out of bed.
Besides all the bad stuff that happened yesterday only few remeberd my birthday and I got only one birthdaypresent (from my sisters and mom), had to pay for everything myself and had only popcorn, candy and old bread for dinner.

Tonight I'm going to Erlas birthday party, I don't even feel like it no more but Ill sure as hell try to forget my woes and get totally smacked and drunk too......

Birthday Girl!

Today I turn 26 and here are some reasons that I don't care:

-Last time I bought booze I was asked for an ID (here in Iceland you have to be 20)
-Last time I went to a club I was the only one asked for an ID even though everyone I was with were younger than me.
-Last time someone guessed my age that person thought I was 18 and he wasn't being polite because I wasn't the one who asked.
-I still see no rinkles and my boobies still point to North.
-I feel young and stupid ;)


I'm going to start my day at the nail salon and then go shopping, then I would love some Sushi and then Ill head over to the movie theatre and tomorrow will be partytime.

Behind the next corner
no one knows what lies
one step closer
to fun and butterflies???

Partygirl

Friday: Spent the evening cuddled up to Carebear in front of the TV, I had hard time not going out to party but I soothed the urge with a glass of white wine. Should I be in therapy? ;)

Saturday: Went to a party and then to a club... same shit, different day!

Sunday: In my sleepless state I watched a lot of TV and ate frozen foods and candy all day. I watched "The Butterfly Effect" again. Its my all time favorite movie and every time I watch it It has this tremendous effect on me. I even feel like the characters are familiar friends... yes I'm utterly insane.

Today: Nice day, sun is shining and I'm off early from work and now I'm going swimming to get that nasty food of me tthat I ate yesterday, who knows I might even get a tanline while I'm at it :)

Still funny after 5 years...

CareBear Cutie

Feelings feelings feelings
flowing over me
crowding all my senses
controlling what I say and see!

Falling falling falling
faster, harder everyday
Wishing for a softer landing
a place where I could stay!


Well I've decided not to celebrate my birthday in the manor of partying but I'm going to take the day of work and have a little ME ME ME day. Anyways I'm invited to another birthdayparty the second of October, I'm just gonna party twice as hard then.

Msn chat?

Bjay the Bear: Þú ert líka skrítinn
Bjay the Bear: -n
chillerthrilleroverkiller: nei þú hefur rétt fyrir þér, ég er ekki búin að klára aðgerðina
Bjay the Bear: Já ég veit.
Bjay the Bear: En það er samt bara þegar að þú ert full
Bjay the Bear: eða fullur / Evur..
chillerthrilleroverkiller: oh god
chillerthrilleroverkiller: dont remind me
Bjay the Bear: haha
Bjay the Bear: OK
chillerthrilleroverkiller: ha ha
Bjay the Bear: ég skal ekki
chillerthrilleroverkiller: ég var búin að gleyma þessur

Friday: I went out with Carebear and got really drunk, made a real ass out of myself thinking I was protecting the honor of friend. Carebear thought it was cute though but I think he's just being sweet.

Saturday: Woke up and couldn't decide if I had a hangover or not. Went to vistit my mom and my sisters in the country.

Sunday: Spent the day being pampered by my wonderful mom. Took a bus home and met the ex Bf. I still wonder if things can ever be normal between us, I feel like its not a mandatory thing to forgive and forget but I'm still so goddamned hurt by him. Then Carebear came over with chocolate and his cute grin and everything becomes good again.

Today: Work, and I'm going to start studying for my driverslicence, then I'm going to apply for a part time job at a tanning salon. Wish me luck.

Search for
it...
myself
an identity.

Afraid of what I've become:
without selfknowledge
and false selflove
aren't we all just stardust?

I'm waiting for my friend to pick me up, I'm taking all my empty beer bottles and cans to the recyclesplacethingy, Yes I'm almost broke :( Then were going to plan our birthdays wich are only a few days apart... I hope we can figure something out.
God I'm so tired and empty now... I need a life less ordinary?

Thank you CareBare for the mischevious smile you put on my face all day at work. ;) Yet again monday, but the memories of my weekend adventures keep me smiling. Even though friday was tough it turned out ok, you win some-you lose some! Now I have to find a DJ and a place to hold my birthdayparty, I want to remember my last birthday in Iceland. :)

Added a few pictures from Benidorm. http://community.webshots.com/album/185640332LvfBRs Ive been at the mall shopping for three birthday presents and 1 babygift, its a good thing someone remembers my Bday! Friday to morow, and of course I will go out and party but Im getting fed up with all the lousy mingy clubs here in Iceland. I need a big dancefloor filled with people and loud spinechilling house music... mmmmmmm yeah

Some times terrible things happen out of shear stupidity! But I have to be strong and go on as if nothing ever happend. I have to forgive (myself and others) and forget but also learn from my mistakes. Ive had so much help and support from my new friend and I owe her so much. If it wasn´t for her I would probably be in a insaneasylum... Thank you so much Erla

Every road back
has been blokced
and all the backdoors
have been locked...

No more words
no more acts

Never again will love bind me

Every thought and every plan leads to saturday night, Even though Im not a big fan of Dom & Roland (not yet at least) I am a big fan of oversize partys and crowded dancefloors. So saturdaynight here I come, I cant wait :) P.s Je adore Dior 

Svo leið á manneskjunar eymd
og alheimsins væli.
Tilfinningin orðin dauf og gleymd
með hamingju og bjartsýni ég mæli.

Ef allir mundu líta í eigin barm
og laga sinn hug og hjarta
við myndum líða minni harm
og eiga framtíðina bjarta.

Little miss bipolar me? Im up, im down and all I can say is I dont know. Well life is confusing and strange but also exciting and busy since my breakup...ok ok I was dumped. I just hate being so strong and weak at the same time...
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Here are my boobies... I got this pretty butterfly tattoo on fridaynight.
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My friends just had a boy, I feel so proud of them. Cant wait to visit them and see the little guy.
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I miss it so much
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God Ive been a real hysteric biach today...
I dreamt that the ex had cheated on me after seeing he had a new friend(a girl)on his messenger last night. He's been real nice about it thoughand Im reconcidering the who hurts who, I mean hes been so supportive and kind to me the last few days.Does that make sence?
Anyways going out-meeting new people-trying to get on

This blog is getting very unread...?

How exciting my life is, oh well guess people have more with their time to do than read my incoherent ramblings.

Anyhoo saturdaynight was ok, I mean I had fun and all but the right kind of music was missing and I really don't know how to be a single party gal! I don't know how to act when guys hit on me!

The ex and I have decided to become friends, he has apologized for his behavior but he still feels like a stranger to me. That's just something I have to work out for my self. But maybe its good that I feel that way because I loved him when I knew who he was and I certainly do not love this stranger. So I think I handling it pretty well these last few days besides a few mistakes.

The beat goes on
ever so strong....
 
Yes most of my pain has gone away, I have a plan for the future and I've got a secret.
Some one has made my week just by calling out my name???
 
Tonight is going to be awesome, I talked to this girl at work which I hardly know and she has invited me to go party hopping with her and her mates tonight.

Sorry to be so secretive, maybe more later!

P.s. Benidorm was great, and Robbie Rivera at KU was fucking awesome

 

This will be my last blogentry....

How can true love turn so wrong and how can I stop loving him, I dont think I can but Ive found ways to numb the pain a little. For 6 years of my life I gave him my all and suddenly now he does not love me and does everything he can too hurt me more. Some one once warned me "he is never happy unless your unhappy"!

As soon as I can Im moving far far away and I hope I will have the good sence of never falling in love again.

The worst thing Ive lost everything else too, my art, my music, the chance to go too school, my friends, my home, my dog, my plans,

.....these are the days I wish I were dead and buried 

 

Im at the housewarming Party, my net is down at home so I wont post much over this long weekend....

Party on

OMG IM GOING TO BENIDORM...
 
Yes my mum just surprised me by giving me an advance on my birthday present: a one week trip to Benidorm, Spain.  I feel a little strange leaving the BF behind and I'm a little torn between Happiness and guilt. But my mom, my boss and my BF have been plotting this together for over a week now. I'm leaving in only two weeks, and even one of my friends will be there (not at the same hotel though). I'm incredibly grateful to everyone involved and I cant wait to fell the sun in my face and sand and sea on my feet. I cant wait to spend some time with my family but I will miss The BF so much...

The almost luckiest girl in the world

 

Can you believe this weather, finally the sun shines after work and I've just walked the dog for over an hour. I wish I had the money to go swimming.
 I just got the best of news, I'm not working next Monday so that means I can party hard on Sunday at Sasha! Not as hard as the last time though, but hard enough ;) I cant wait to dance the night away....

 

 
A quote from the Bf about sex: "I'm not the Mc Donalds drivethru, you cant just have a big Mac when ever you want"

He is probably going to kill me for posting this, but I think this is so adorable.

Finally the weekend arrives... Shame about the rain and the "end of the month,empty purse" situation.

Take 2!

Today the sun shines and all day my mind is filled with hopes of sunbathing after work. As I walk home I look up to the sky for any suspicious rainclouds and decide I should get at least an hour of sun. So again I do the suncreme ritual and this time my stuff is all ready in the bag and my hair is allready up. I step out side and the sun still shines, but as soon as I get in the pool it starts to rain!!!! I cant begin to describe my disappointment, so I wont....

Strange Day.

Today at work a coworker told me out of the blue that she really likes her boyfriend hitting her while having sex! She then told me this story about when they were really drunk and he started punching her (at her own request).  What do you say to people like this, I mean what the did she expect me to say, so I just nodded and said huh and got back to work.

And then after being frying in the heat at work all day I thought I'd go sunbathing, I hurry home and put on sunlotions and put my hair up, get my bikini, ipod, book, brush and towel in a bag and run out. As soon as I step out side a big cloud covers the sun and five minutes later it rains.

SPF 30 and tears ran down my face as I poured a glass of bubbly and sorted out my mp3's.

new desktop just for the BF, he thought august was a little girly. I wonder what ever gave him that idea?

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The August desktop calendar, girly summer!

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Eureka !!! I have discovered that Iceland has a beach and I've been playing beach bunny three afternoons in a row, I think this will be my summer habitat from now on. I love the mixture of sun, sea and sand. I wish it would get a little warmer here in Iceland. The sea water was only about 16°C, so I stay mainly in the hottub and dream of Crete and Spain. I'm homesick for a warmer climate but I'm thankful for this new discovery, it will keep me sane until my next adventure abroad.

Added some new art here .... if you are interested.

Someone is playing a trick on me, Who has registered me on a datingweb???
Fess up, I'm not really angry because I've been laughing my self silly with some of the letters I've got, like this one:

Hi lady
I saw your profile in private.is but I can't understand anything about you because I don't know the Icelandic language and we say here in our area the beautiful eyes says all the story so I'll talk what I understand from your photo . You are very kind heart and so smart lady you have worm which is better not to reach the snow of the Icelandic mountains because he will melt it , and I thank my god a lot when I saw your photo clearing just one eye of yours because if I see the tow eyes am sure my heart will be shocked , and just that moment I knew why the gold is so expensive when I saw the color of your hair and must great poetry in the all history of the humanity and which I know it very well I think it's not enough to describe your smile and which it says : ( and I remembered you when the spears was fleshing my body and the white swords bleeding me so I would like to kiss the sharpen edges of them because it's shines like your smile )

My lady
Am sure that every one see you or your photo will write more than what I wrote but I would like in this message to let you know that there is in the other side of the world a man how saw your photo and couldn't stop thinking of you and all what he hope now to answer this message to him

Man with out his hear
Please turn his hear back

end of letter

I just want to see what photo has such a big impact on men and then show it to my BF ;Þ

The view from my window last night.

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The Heaven and Hell party was fucking awesome...I couldn't stop partying!
The turn out was great and I met a lot of new interesting people and got the chance to cuddle(almost)all my old friends as well.

I've been recuperating.


Next its SASHA 1. AUGUST.... Cant wait to have more of that yummy white sangria.

Added new art on my webshot page click here
I so excited about tomorrow, putting up the decorations to night and buying the booze tomorrow, I still haven't decided though if I'm going to be an angel or devil!



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Newest art work....

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My bright beautiful star

Superstar sister.

My sister (12 years old) has landed her first movie role. She recently wanted to become an actress and what a great start. I even think she got a speaking role. The movie is a sequel to a famous Icelandic music/cult movie ,Stuðmenn: Með allt á hreinu. They choose her because she is so tanned and they are doing a beach scene. I'm awfully proud of my little star.

weekend activities?

Sleeping beauty!!!

I have slept the whole weekend away and now its time to go to work again.

Well the big thrill for me to look forward too is the Heaven & Hell party I´m going to throw at my place. The dresscode is angels and devils.I'm turning everything upside down for this one, decorations, drinks, clothes etc will all be hellish and heavenly. I hope everyone have gotten their invitations, I haven't had a lot of response???

Any one got a good recipe for a light blue or a white cocktail?

I hope it will be a blast and every one can show up :)




Party flyer - invitation.
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Natural beauty... ok ok she may have bleached her hair. (1972)

I love sunny days soooo much even though they come on workdays. I went swimming after work and when I say swimming I actually mean sunbathing and now I got this kinky bikiniline which reminds me of 80's porn. I miss pree 90's porn, the women were so natural, no cosmetic surgeries or photoshop and still the girls looked oh so pretty.

Work wasn't so bad to day but still I have to find another job, a more presentable job or just anything where I'm not embarrassed to tell people what I do. I would love to work at a solarium or as gym receptionist, maybe even a petstore.

As for Partying I'm thinking of having a party or something Saturday 3/7 ???
Any Ideas and most important will the HAWK be landed ? ;)

cuddles and kisses
for you and your misses.

Well Lux was a blast, even though it was a little strange not staying in a hotel. Now I kind of miss having lots of people around though. I did all the regular tourist things: Partying, sunbathing, shopping and sightseeing. I especially loved the Butterfly House in Grevemacher and the Zoo (somewhere in France). The party scene in Luxembourg is a little off but I did go to a number of clubs, Melosina and the VIP Room were the best of the town. Click here for pictures

Any ways I had such a strange dream last night. I was making out with my friends ex girlfriend but feeling extremely guilty at the same time because I didn't want to cheat on my BF. And the strange thing is I never consider this girl attractive and I don't even think about her, ever! Lets just blame it on "Post vacation depression"

I´m still in Party mode though and I miss all my friends so much, lets make something happen?

Me and the Bf. getting down on the dancefloor.
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