Eskimo Kingdom

My heart is so heavy to day
and my soul is in great dismay
Hoping there never was a yesterday
I fell like the destiny's evil pray


God yesterday was so awful, so awful infact that I'm not going into it here. I did not enjoy my birthday at all, I don't even remember the movie I went too because my head was over crowded with sad thoughts. So today I cant even shake this off, I've been sitting in front off the TV and eating since I got out of bed.
Besides all the bad stuff that happened yesterday only few remeberd my birthday and I got only one birthdaypresent (from my sisters and mom), had to pay for everything myself and had only popcorn, candy and old bread for dinner.

Tonight I'm going to Erlas birthday party, I don't even feel like it no more but Ill sure as hell try to forget my woes and get totally smacked and drunk too......