Eskimo Kingdom

Worthless human

I am just a pod, a black canvas. I am so tired of doctors, pills, people who just want to help and the "you can do it - you can control it attitude". I am tired of people telling me what to do. I am tired of you telling me how much I should be achieving right now. Leave me alone and let me be blank, empty, worthless and useless. Let me be ugly, fat, boring, stupid and without friends. I can not fake it all anymore. I can not wait until everyone sees me for who I am... I've tried to tell them. Don't please don't ask me questions... I have NO answers to give, if I had them I wouldn't be here. I am an introvert, a born loner and I can not shape shift anymore. There is no solution and there is no hope. So stop pretending and stop pushing me please. I beg you to give up and leave me alone. I free you from it all.