Eskimo Kingdom

Hello stranger

I've completely lost all feeling and I don't know if that is so bad. I mean now I just don't care about anything or anyone. Yes I know I am evil and ungrateful. But I don't care any more what I eat and I used to eat such healthy food, now I eat shit for every meal and I haven't had a glass of water for a few months. I just don't care anymore. I am way too fat to wear my clothes so I just wear carebear's and I've stopped putting on make up unless I have to put on my brave fake mask to meet anyone...and thats rare. I don't brush my hair and I've just stopped looking into the mirror all together. I just don't care. I haven't heard from my parents or my family in weeks and I just don't care. I don't care what happens to me, I am even thinking of moving out alone. I just want to disappear, be forgotten and feel nothing forever. Maybe Carebear leaves me at the looneybin to morrow. Yes I know I am disgusting, ungrateful and ugly inside out. But I don't feel it and I don't care anymore.